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-Behind Blue Eyes-
in Spontaneous Portraits on 12/16/04
A Plastic ExistenceTake a look at  The young girls you have created  They thrive upon a need  For nothing less than perfection  And with the standards you have set  They will never reach their goal   
They mutilate their bodies  They vomit their meals  They smash their mirrors  in disgust  And dissaproval   
They read, their fashion magazine bibles  Deep envy, pure hatred  Longing, and love  For the ones they live to become  Flawless angels upon  Glossy perfume scented pages   
They sacrifice their souls  They offer nights of pleasure  To whoever is wil A Plastic Existence
in Open on 11/19/04
Hide-And-SeekWhy did you run away?  I still remember the painful touch  Of midnight air upon my fragile skin  Traffic lights illuminate memories  Of counting cars  It was only a game  And I always knew the next one would be yours  But it never was  Later, waiting for you by the door  Listening to her cry on the couch  I eventually heard  Your voice  Drained. Pleading, softly  Strained attempts to redeem yourself  Your sorry, I can hear it in your words  The slap on your face  Is a gunshot to your heart-  And mine   
I always told you that I loved you most   Hide-And-Seek
in Open on 11/14/04
Silently SufferingSilently crying  So nobody hears  Silently crying  Releasing my tears   
Twisting and turning  My body it screams  Clawing and ripping  Tearing away at my seams   
Fighting a battle  That i'll never win  My demons are conquering  I know i'll give in   
Cutting my wings off  I know I can't fly  Crouch in a corner  I'm waiting to die   
Carve words of pain  Of hell and of terror  Want to carve on my skin  Spread my blood on the mirror   
I hear myself screaming  Inside of my head  I want you to listen  I st Silently Suffering
in Open on 9/7/04
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Journal Entry: Thu Mar 2, 2006, 11:28 AM
Well.
To anybody who cares,
[Which is probably noone, anymore]
I am finally back.
Except, I have a new account.
[Link.]
So..If you are interested,
Add that account.

<33 I have missed this place.
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    !amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:15:10 AM
    Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

    Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


    It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

    but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
    ~jshagam:iconjshagam: Mar 28, 2005, 8:59:38 AM
    thank you so much, it's the kind people like yourself that make this community worthwhile instead of it being completely consumed in popularity contests and whoring. I truly appreciate your encouraging feedback and friendliness :D :hug:
    ~ladyspuky:iconladyspuky: Mar 27, 2005, 7:19:10 PM
    Hi!!! how are u?


    Thank you for the :+fav:

    :kiss:

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    :pointr: My Photography Site SilencioLunar.Com
    ~still-framed-beauty:iconstill-framed-beauty: Feb 2, 2005, 7:22:13 PM
    hey this is kelsey i just wanted to say you are beautiful, and where the hell have you been?
    ~sognatore:iconsognatore: Jan 4, 2005, 12:30:50 PM
    thanks for the watch! :hug:

    love your avatar, btw :D

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    Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, exhibit number one is what the seraphs, the misinformed, simple, noble-winged seraphs, envied. Look at this tangle of thorns.
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Dec 3, 2004, 4:45:08 PM
    Your very welcome!

    You have wonderful hair, by the way. :heart:
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Dec 3, 2004, 4:41:28 PM
    Thank you so much :blowkiss:
    ~unknowndarkness:iconunknowndarkness: Dec 2, 2004, 5:44:31 PM
    you're an amazing artist...I've fallen in love with your poetry!!!!!
    ~jshagam:iconjshagam: Dec 2, 2004, 4:57:36 PM
    thank you for the wonderful comment :)
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 27, 2004, 1:39:27 PM
    Thanks I appreciate that! :heart:
    ~shes-not-breathing:iconshes-not-breathing: Nov 26, 2004, 7:58:21 PM
    alright I was just makin sure no one stole it from you :)

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    Yesterday I was dirty - wanted to be pretty. I know now that I'm forever dirt

    ~angelinajolielovers-for those who are absolutely obsessed
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 26, 2004, 5:18:25 PM
    No, its not an original, but I didnt steal it from anyone either.. I got it from a free icon web-site a long time ago.
    ~shes-not-breathing:iconshes-not-breathing: Nov 25, 2004, 3:48:22 PM
    Excuse me... is your icon an original? I noticed someone else on here has one just like it...

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    Yesterday I was dirty - wanted to be pretty. I know now that I'm forever dirt

    ~angelinajolielovers-for those who are absolutely obsessed
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 14, 2004, 5:24:41 PM
    I go to Beaverton high. =)
    ~GraphikJunkie:iconGraphikJunkie: Nov 14, 2004, 5:17:29 PM
    ah yea; beavertons close enough. I go to Grant High. yourself?

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    When you wrestle with the devil you're gonna get wet with fire
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 14, 2004, 5:12:21 PM
    duude me too. Well. Like..a few minutes away from Portland. In Beaverton. What school do you go to?
    ~GraphikJunkie:iconGraphikJunkie: Nov 14, 2004, 5:01:15 PM
    portland, you?

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    When you wrestle with the devil you're gonna get wet with fire
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 14, 2004, 4:59:15 PM
    Thank you, you definitely have a very nice gallery as well. Where in Oregon are you??

    :heart:
    ~GraphikJunkie:iconGraphikJunkie: Nov 14, 2004, 12:05:26 AM
    :wave: Hi random deviant, and fellow oregonian.

    Nice gallery you got here :thumbsup:

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    When you wrestle with the devil you're gonna get wet with fire
    ~ToxicStars:iconToxicStars: Nov 13, 2004, 10:56:08 PM
    Oh, your welcome. I dont see why it would be surprising, your gallery is beautiful. :heart:
    ~Mary--jane:iconMary--jane: Nov 13, 2004, 5:37:12 AM
    thanks for the :+devwatch:.
    i wasnt expecting that.
    thanks for the surprise.
    ~RenagadeBlue16:iconRenagadeBlue16: Nov 7, 2004, 4:45:55 PM
    hey hey!
    uuhhh.... thank for the watch?
    weird...

    haha hope youre doing ok!
    talk to you later!
    ~Dan

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    =girltripped:icongirltripped: Oct 27, 2004, 6:13:14 PM
    i really like your username, and of course your gallery if pretty too :) thank you so much for the watch
    ~Taiia:iconTaiia: Oct 27, 2004, 8:58:06 AM
    Thank you for watching me. I really appreciate it :thanks:.

    Best regards :hug:.
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